Wednesday, September 26, 2001, 12:37 a.m.
I was cleaning up my hotmail account when I found an email from Pam who stepped on my site's 2222 hits. And she requested Flik... which I completely forgot until now O_o;;;;; And then, Evey also requested something when I was taking chara requests a while ago.. I still haven't done it yet ^^;;;;; I'm so bad.... I wonder if I forgot anyone else...
Ryuuen>>Glad you weren't shocked by muraki-sensei XD
Cat>>But Cat, psone and psx are different XD Psx is the older version, and psone is the new tiny psx. Maybe I should've typed it PSone, but I'm too lazy XD
Monday, September 24, 2001, 12:51 a.m.
2 shopping malls got bombed in jakarta, indonesia.. -_-; When will these people run out of explosives? It's so unsafe there, and my parents still want me to go back. I wish they'd move here instead. But then again, america might get into a war... ;_; I just want a peaceful life, dammit!
Been playing bejeweled too much. Blame it on Cat. She got me into it. I still couldn't get past 20000 points on level 1 -_-;; So, I've been playing on level 3 instead. Dun have enough patience on level 1 ^^;; So far, my best try was Level 3, 6:21, 11630 points XD
I finally got psone!! XD My bro brought it for me from indonesia >:D But... the TV I'm using's not compatible with psone system.. So, the picture's in b/w O_o; I gotta get my own tv... And get my games that're still in oregon.
I want tales of eterniaaaa T_T Why the heck do they call it tales of destiny 2???? Dumb american publisher! Why couldn't you keep the original title???
My current top 5 music: eden (to destination), dis- (arisaka mika), butterfly (wada kouji), winterfall (l'arc~en~ciel), sora ni kakeru hashi (okui masami). For some reason, the recent j-pop songs don't appeal to me...
Ryuuen>>I like the ode XD
Friday, September 21, 2001, 07:04 p.m.
Haven't been blogging for quite some time. There's a lot to tell but I didn't feel like blogging for some reason.
Anyway, I finally got my driving permit after 3 tries last week u_u; But I still can't drive... so the actual driving test'll have to wait. There's something funny happened after I took the written test though. The dmv lady asked if I have an out of state license, so I told her that I have an oregon instructional permit. And she thought it was a driver's license. So she issued a temporary license for me and told me that my license would be mailed to me in 3 months XD I was confused, but then I told her that I've never taken the driving test and the license that I gave her was not a driver's license. So, now I'm gonna have to take the test ^^;;
Tuesday, September 18, 2001, 06:40 p.m.
It's been a shitty week.. -_-;; I hate to keep whining and self-pitying, but bad news seem to keep coming in my direction. To make things short, I'll just list the things that have been bothering me just to vent. You better skip this part ^^;
The terrorist attack. American people's reaction to the attack. My host dad just died. My immature roommate. My cousin's whiny girlfriend. Blisters on my feet, and papercuts on my hands. My family.
Rei>>I've downloaded the piano version too. But I like the original ver better ^^ It's happier.
Ryuuen>>Naked muraki is cursed! #_#; I had to try scanning it 5 times before it worked. My comp kept giving me errors when I was scanning it! O_o; How bizarre...
Monday, September 17, 2001, 09:18 p.m.
My hostdad in japan just died. Cried my heart out, but couldn't keep crying because of my roommates. He was such a nice person, like my own dad. I wish the best for his family...
Friday, September 14, 2001, 10:21 p.m.
Why today has to be extremely depressing? -_-;; Somebody just said the thing I hate most. He said he hates islam now because the 19 hijackers are islam. I said we can't discriminate a race just because of a small group of the race/nation. But then he said that's the reality. Me and him are chinese, and we were discriminated in indonesia because of a small fraction of chinese people. I agree that it is the reality, but that doesn't mean we can/should adopt that kind of thinking. I refuse to think that all moslem are bad just because of this. I hate the moslem people who think war for religion is 'holy war' or 'jihad'. No war is holy dammit! That's one aspect that I hate the most in islam. But I hate discrimination. We were discriminated before, and we still are. I thought he'd understand that feeling, the fear of being harassed because of what you are and what you believe. But nooo.. he just has to hate moslems. When will people learn..? And to think that he goes to church, and prays every night..
Then, on fox channel, they were having a talk with a couple senators, and they took calls from people. There's this one person who said that they need to go further in eliminating the terrorist. Don't hesitate like when US was fighting iraq. Then he asked if he can be a mercenary so he can kill all the enemies. He was in the military before. My immediate thought was "this guy is an idiot" -_-;;; If he's seen war, he should know how horrible a war is. I've never experience war, yet I'm scared shitless of the thought of war...
There are a couple other things that made me depressed too.. but I'll just spare you all this time XP
On a lighter note.. I like digimon's OP "butterfly" ^^ So much better than the US OP O_o; It's so upbeat and happy XD I got some new CDs too. Let's see.. I got love psychedelico's greatest hits, kiroro's new album, and l'arc~en~ciel's clicked singles best 13 ^_^
Also, I got Cat's package today!!! ^______^ There're weiß kreuz doujinshi, inuyasha vcds, and glay's new single!! Thank you Cat~~~~ *hugs*
Wednesday, September 12, 2001, 08:43 p.m.
I think I've ranted too much on the terrorism topic.. -_-; But I can't help myself.. especially when I picture myself inside one of the planes that crashed. Agh. Some people said we created too much hype regarding this event, and that we don't even give a damn about deaths in smaller numbers. But then again, how often do we get 50000 people killed, not died, at one time? It's unnatural. It's mass killing.
Then, Bush declared revenge. I thought we should introspect and look for the cause rather than plotting a revenge which may take even more lives. Heck, they don't even know for sure who did it.
Lastly, I apologize to all Palestinian and middle-eastern people for cursing. I don't mean to stereotype them for cheering over the terrorism attack. I'm only hating people who rejoiced over the dead people, no matter who they are. I hope there won't be any discrimination against all middle-eastern people because of this...
Tuesday, September 11, 2001, 09:57 p.m.
I totally agree with you. Blame the people behind all this. I blame the people who actually did it too, not just their superiors. And stop using religion for excuses ><;; If they say they're doing it for their belief, then start abiding by the rules!! I believe no religion tells its believers to kill people! ><; I just don't know what to believe in anymore.
As for the palestinians who cheered.. I don't care what the reason is, but it is plain wrong to cheer over other people's deaths -_-; It's sickening..
Tuesday, September 11, 2001, 02:38 p.m.
I bet everybody knows about the attack on WTC already.. -_-; This is so depressing. How can some people be so fucking stupid? Scratch that. How can the human race be so fucking stupid? Can't we all just live in peace? If they want to die, then die. Don't take other people's lives with them. Don't start a fucking war! I'd gladly pray for those terrorists' spirits to go to hell.
And the Palestinian people who cheered. Go to hell. Doesn't your religion teach you to live peacefully? And now you cheer over other people's death? Well shit. I hate religions anyway.
At this point, I don't care about bad languages anymore...
Monday, September 10, 2001, 10:20 p.m.
I just wanna scream at the stupid people at wells fargo.. -_-; We're doing a mass mailing job for them, so we had to do mail merge from excel file into ms word.. but the address database from wells fargo was so badly organized, I ended up checking every single letter out of a few hundred to find mistakes. And there're a LOT of mistakes.. some international address don't have the country, and some are missing zip codes ~_~;; The letters are supposed to be mailed on the 6th, but obviously, it's gonna be very late and it's not even our fault ><;; Gahh.. Damn you wells fargo, fix your database!!
I've been dealing with a lot of mailing stuff today. First the wells fargo mass mailing, then I had to write 50 something fedex airbills and it was super-rushed ><;; My hand and arm are really tired now -_-;
I'm actually attempting to draw ryuuen's request.. a naked muraki ._.; (<-kaaa..). I have to be extra careful when drawing and coloring... XD
Sunday, September 9, 2001, 08:11 p.m.
I'm tired -_- My friend from oregon came for a visit, so I'm kinda taking her around. We went to fisherman's wharf and japan town. But we couldn't stay at japan town too long coz she had to have dinner with her mom at 6. It was fun. But I walked too much -_- Got blisters now.. She's gonna see me at my workplace tomorrow, and then she'll fly back to oregon at night. I'm gonna miss her ;_;
Ryuuen>>Musketeer's that bad?? I was gonna go see it, but now.. maybe not ^^;;
Friday, September 7, 2001, 09:20 p.m.
I'm so proud of myself today! XD My boss let me handle a $1000 job all by myself!! O_O From taking the order via email, contacting the customer, to production and invoicing. I just hope I didn't do any fatal error XD Because this time I can't put the blame on my boss since he didn't supervise me on this job. It's a pretty tiring day since I worked 8 hours today -_- But I felt satisfied >:D
Ryuuen>>I'll see if I can draw a naked muraki O_o;;;
Cat>>I think you, minmei, and me have the same kind of psychological problem XD It's called SAD (Seasonal affection disorder). I get depressed when there's no sun too XD I hope your depression'll go away soon.
Wednesday, September 5, 2001, 10:39 p.m.
I think I've been reading/watching to much yamimatsu lately.. My drawing style's changing towards the yaoi-ish sexy (kinda XD) style O_o; It won't be as lovely as Matsushita Youko-sensei's style though, obviously XD But lately, I like drawing pretty guys more than girls @_@; Even more bizzare, I like drawing partial nudes. Maybe because I like coloring skin more than clothes. It's easier ^^ And then there's my interest in "suggestive" pictures. I showed a piccy with suggestive situation to Cat, and it annoyed the hell outta her XDDDD I guess, I'm just a little bored with clean, innocent pictures. Don't worry, I won't turn my site into a hentai art site XD
Monday, September 3, 2001, 03:09 a.m.
I love long weekends!! ^__^ I'm staying up late coz I don't have to work today~ Well, actually it's more because I slept for 17 hours yesterday ^^;;; I was being extremely lazy yesterday.
Wanna see my desk? I took a picture of it while chatting with minmei XD She said her desk's messy, but I beat her! XD Here's a close up..
Cat>>Maybe you should just tell them no ^^;; And direct the to your PAL friend instead, since it's her job anyway. Btw, ecchi to hentai onaji janaika~! XD
Ryuuen>>Come to think of it.. Umeda-sensei's also a weirdo doctor XD It's your birthday??? :D Got any request? Or should I just draw a random gift? Happy b-day~
